Reevaluating My Fruit
Lately, I have given a lot of thought on what factors are controlling my life. I've noticed my intense drowsiness, my lack of motivation, my everyday feeling of just going through the motions and I understand that this isn't what Christ wants for me or any christian. I asked myself if the Holy spirit was guiding my life and decisions or if I was the one doing the guiding. My answer? I was guiding. I wasn't satisfied with this answer because I'm striving to live my life for Christ and not for myself. My goal? To reevaluate what I was dedicating my time and energy to. I started by reading Paul's letter to the church in Galatia when he discussed whether the Galatians were living of the flesh, which they were, or living by the spirit, which they and every christian needs to be. I started my journey by listing out the fruits of following the spirit and how they applied to me or how I could better obtain them in my life on a daily basis. First was Love. What sh